30 Agustus 2010
OMG
15 Juni 2010
babblers
i need to wait my cousins, feels like waiting for a thousaaaaaaaaaaand years.
19th june, can't wait to see kyle hanagami!
and uhm, what else...
still waiting for 1 month until i come back to school :|
SUPER LONG HOLIDAY
it's freaking boring, but it's okay. at least i'm having fun hehe
oh i missssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuu :*
kiss&hugs
jou.
01 Juni 2010
do fun at dufan :D
i've just arrived home this late. and wet because of the alskjdlaskjdlaskjdlksajd rain.
and yeah about the title... i have so much fun *and tiring* at dufan :9
*beralih ke bhs indonesia*
BANYAK SEKALI CERITA DAN SATU INSIDEN TADI. huh susah nanti kalo pke bhs ingg muehehe
yg paling seru apayah.. pas mau pulang hahaha ujan deres banget. serius. BANGET.
pikiran juga brenti.. ternyata ujan ga brenti akhirnya lari sambil ujan2an bersama gabrilla samsir, kevin julienne, dan nicholas franslay. gila.
aduh bener2 pegelnya kerasaaaaa skrg hedeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.
tapi seru kok :D LAEN KALI LAGI YUUUK *kalo hysteria udh jadi*
kiss&hugs,
.jou
18 Mei 2010
somehow.. my holiday is BORING
waking up earlier. not gonna happen maybe.
yeah my holidays is a little boring. i mean.. SERIOUSLY BORING. -__________-
well can't wait for 19th of June, where i'll have my dance workshop routine by Kyle Hanagami
*search him on youtube! he rocks the floor!*
glee marathon and the last episode i watched is... 17 bad reputation. zOMG o.O
watching nigahiga --> A MUST WATCH ON YOUTUBE. try to not laugh while watch his videos. if you didn't laugh.. YOU'RE CRAZY.
bringing back all the 7 members of 2PM with Wild Bunny, it's unbelieveable funny, unbelieveable rare to do by any artist. they must be gone mad because of their schedules. HAHA
wait.. so what am i doing is like.. wake up, having a breakfast, take a shower, going online, watch some videos, take a shower again, going online, having a dinner, excersice a bit, and then go to sleep?
OH MY GOD. *dies*
13 Mei 2010
oh mes vacances ennuyeuses
seriously i really really mean it, B.O.R.I.N.G
but it's only 4 days, not even 2 MONTHS.
thanks to stella for lightening the mood. *promise me you'll come back to jakarta on june!*
i have no idea what to do for these days except the marching band practice.
oooooh my G -___________________-
22 April 2010
hello.~
i've done the school exams. which means... I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
FOR 2 MONTHS
not totally free because of the mb practices. -___- duh.
tmrw's list :
- cuci alat : maen aerrrrr maen sabuuuuuuuuun yeay hahaha
- ngmgin soal yb + gradday : yah gitu2. aja sih. fashion week + masquerade. butuh inspirasi bikin topeng -.-
- latam : MALES tapi yaaa yaudahlah jalanin aja hahahaa.
- oliver! : sayang koko gua tugasnya sabtu. TAPI YA GPPLAAAAH HEHEHEHE :B
akhirnya jadwal lumayan padat.
hello juga dance life. saya akan sibuk dgn latian dan les.
*miss, watch out, i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack on tuesday*
kiss&hugs
.jou
vanilla twilight :]
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
16 April 2010
babblers
07 April 2010
CURCOL OI CURCOL!
27 Maret 2010
27 Februari 2010
Demons by Seth Parnell
in demons or monsters
lurking under my bed
but lately i've started to
wonder
infiltrated this world
slithering streets and
sidewalks, wearing
immediate purpose
when a choirboy
is molested, is it by
or does satan play
a more clever game
to get what he
accomplish his goals
might the prince of hatred
mask himself as love?
babblers
i read a new novel called TRICKS by Ellen Hopkins which is nice *for me, actually*
so many poems by so many peoples, and i kinda love it. nyahaha~
one of the poems. this one is by Ginger Cordell
I wear many faces,
some way too old
to fit the girl glued
to the back of them.
I
stashed inside of me.
It's murky in there,
overcast the feelings I
don't
allow anyone to see.
Not that anyone cares
enough to go looking.
No one wants to
Too hung up on their own problems
Sometimes i think i have to see
the box, search inside.
But no matter how hard
i look, i can't find
so this poem is talking about herself *ginger, i think* but it kind of WOW isn't it?
kiss&hugs
.jou
23 Februari 2010
20 Februari 2010
guh-leeks. (gleeks)
18 Februari 2010
greenville. OHMYGAWD
14 Februari 2010
kinda....
love.love.love
babblers
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
.boyslikegirls ft taylorswift - two is better than one
13 Februari 2010
when it's all about love
I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart.
- Alice Walker
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
-Helen Keller
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
- Lao Tzu
07 Februari 2010
sunny day :]
06 Februari 2010
ohhh happy daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
ga ada MB . baguuus . ada cross country . NOT GOOD .
knp ga bagus? artinya seminggu stlh cross country tuh... perpisahan
I HATE IT.
seriously, i really really hate it.
and then hri ini ngukur srgm SMA. ktemu bnyk tmn diatas. hihi asikasikasik
terus udh ngukur srgm dll dsb dst. akhirnya gw turun ke aula smp
duduk2 sama dede terus dgrin iPod.
abis itu momo, gege, odi dtg
mulai deh
BERGILA2 KOREA
contoh 1 ::
gw dan momo stel lagu abracadabra BEG, trus joget2 malah jadinya kyk DEG*Dirty Eyed Girls.
ckck. hahaha
contoh 2 ::
nyanyi2 lagu korea sampe diganti2 banyak banget buset
contoh 3 ::
nariin lagunya f(x) yg Chu~
contoh 4 ::
nariin lagunya MBLAQ yg Oh Yeah. sampe capek sndiri
contoh 5 ::
gw dgn sendirinya nari lagunya Kara yg Mister. oke itu... freaky.
dan akhirnya semuanya pada pulang gw juga ikutan pulang gr2 udh ditungguin kk gw yg udh ngomel2 di mobil. SORRY KO EHHEHEHE. muach love you. hihi
OH TADI JEPANG NONTON NODAME CANTABILE. KOCAK ABIIIIIIIIIIIIIS.
chiaki-sama. ore-sama? NAJES. hahaha peace
aduh nodamenya itu loh geblek tapi hebat gitu maen pianonya. ckck
aaaa so much fun things todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :B
kiss&hugs
jou.
05 Februari 2010
the most crazy day eveeeeeeeeeeeeeer.
TGT* there's no mb practice. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
trus pngumuman cadangan HARI INI.
nunggunya bikin sakit perut stgh hari =.= nice.
at least ga bikin gw masuk uks kan? HAHAHA oke lebay.
semuanya masuk kok. jadi amaaaaaaan
jgn2 dibikin panik aja lgi sama si suster. ckckck.
jadi tinggal menuju uan, uas, uprak. and then it's done.
anything to post? maybe later.
*Thank God Tomorrow
kiss&hugs
jou.
04 Februari 2010
blah.
Even though I’m young, the pain is the same
Just because I don’t know the world very well
Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain
Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That’s why I
Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die
No matter how much you push me away
I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere
If you’re really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn’t a joke, then I
Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die
We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can’t do that, I can’t
I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die
.2AM
100th post!
sry for the super-long post. miss me? *nooooo* damn.
so for the school thingie, UBER NOT GOOD.
i realleh hate school this time.
a whole week full of exams ALSO asignments. tsk.
and for the try outs, it went well :] at least...
about my birthday.. it's perfect. not too perfect but i still love that moments.
yes yes yes cupcakes.
seriously, i hv no idea what to post now. it's like *blank* in moi mind.
kiss&hugs
jou.