Demons by Seth Parnell

i never believed
in demons or monsters
lurking under my bed
but lately i've started to

wonder

if evil hasn't in fact
infiltrated this world
slithering streets and
sidewalks, wearing

what

ever disguise suits its
immediate purpose
when a choirboy
is molested, is it by

the devil

in a priest costume?
or does satan play
a more clever game
to get what he

wants

to win the contest
accomplish his goals
might the prince of hatred
mask himself as love?

babblers

and HI AGAIN! to tell you *readers* something, i won't make any updates starting from march until 3rd week of april. DON'T MISS ME. tee-hee

i read a new novel called TRICKS by Ellen Hopkins which is nice *for me, actually*
so many poems by so many peoples, and i kinda love it. nyahaha~

one of the poems. this one is by Ginger Cordell

I wear many faces,
some way too old
to fit the girl glued
to the back of them.

I

keep my faces in a box
stashed inside of me.
It's murky in there,
overcast the feelings I

don't

allow anyone to see.
Not that anyone cares
enough to go looking.
No one wants to

know

what bothers me.
Too hung up on their own problems
Sometimes i think i have to see

the real

Ginger, so i open
the box, search inside.
But no matter how hard
i look, i can't find

me

so this poem is talking about herself *ginger, i think* but it kind of WOW isn't it?



kiss&hugs


.jou

love.love.love

hey boy,

don't ask why your heart is gone away

because i stole it from you.

love,

J.

guh-leeks. (gleeks)

HELLO WORLD :B

*sssssh keep your voice down*

sooo i'm a GLEEK now.

totally love glee. especially FINN HUDSON.

he's really look alike with.... yeah y'know. *heeh kamu yg lagi baca blog aku, mirip finn deh*

the glee songs were daaaaaaaaaamn good.

seriously, just listen to No Air by the Glee Casts.

UBER WOW.

so yeah.

i miss you boy. :) HAHA

kiss&hugs

jou.

greenville. OHMYGAWD

HELLO WORLD. yes hello.

so i'm working on an intensive training for the performance.

SUPER HARD CHOREOGRAPHY. geez, slides, typewriters, slides, hitch-kick, and so on

my left hand got hurt after the slides thingie. naah not a problem for me. HAHA

so yeah.

i think that's it to post for now, imma post up something better later.

STUDY NOW. oh my grrr.

kinda....

kinda pissed down here fellas.

i checked the axn-asia.com the dance off thingie

i really want enter that competition but.....

Each entrant (and his / her partner) must be at least 21 years of age as of 25 January 2010.

UGH.

ohyeah i forgot something.

HAPPY VAL'S DAY FEATURING CHINESE NEW YEAR.

hung bao please? tee-hee

love.love.love

feels like i'm going to fly because of happiness

feels like i'm going to die because it's so unexpected

feels like i'll smile until i die because i felt that i'm the luckiest girl in the world

thats when i say

YES :)

babblers

I remember what you wore on our first date

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing



'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one



I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, believing



And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one



I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey



Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one


.boyslikegirls ft taylorswift - two is better than one

when it's all about love

I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart.

- Alice Walker

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

-Helen Keller

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

- Lao Tzu

sunny day :]

imma post up some photos later k?

boo! isn't he cute?

yea today i go to granny's house. it's been a looooong time i didn't visit her.

chinese new year is getting closer.

that means...

ANGPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAU nyahahaha.

this year i'm not going to Lampung anyway, because of try outs. tsk

next week next week. aaaa~

kiss&hugs

jou.

aduh upload foto lama bener ya?

ohhh happy daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

YES YES YES YES I'M SMILING WHEN I WROTE THIS POST. TEE-HEE.

ga ada MB . baguuus . ada cross country . NOT GOOD .
knp ga bagus? artinya seminggu stlh cross country tuh... perpisahan
I HATE IT.
seriously, i really really hate it.
and then hri ini ngukur srgm SMA. ktemu bnyk tmn diatas. hihi asikasikasik
terus udh ngukur srgm dll dsb dst. akhirnya gw turun ke aula smp
duduk2 sama dede terus dgrin iPod.
abis itu momo, gege, odi dtg
mulai deh
BERGILA2 KOREA

contoh 1 ::
gw dan momo stel lagu abracadabra BEG, trus joget2 malah jadinya kyk DEG*Dirty Eyed Girls.
ckck. hahaha

contoh 2 ::
nyanyi2 lagu korea sampe diganti2 banyak banget buset

contoh 3 ::
nariin lagunya f(x) yg Chu~

contoh 4 ::
nariin lagunya MBLAQ yg Oh Yeah. sampe capek sndiri

contoh 5 ::
gw dgn sendirinya nari lagunya Kara yg Mister. oke itu... freaky.

dan akhirnya semuanya pada pulang gw juga ikutan pulang gr2 udh ditungguin kk gw yg udh ngomel2 di mobil. SORRY KO EHHEHEHE. muach love you. hihi

OH TADI JEPANG NONTON NODAME CANTABILE. KOCAK ABIIIIIIIIIIIIIS.
chiaki-sama. ore-sama? NAJES. hahaha peace

aduh nodamenya itu loh geblek tapi hebat gitu maen pianonya. ckck

aaaa so much fun things todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :B



kiss&hugs


jou.

babblers.

love is a mystery
and i need to solve it.

FRANCE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OMG OMG OMG BESOK ULANGAN PERANCIS GW BARU NYADAR AAAAAAAAAA

ignore it

WHAT?

the most crazy day eveeeeeeeeeeeeeer.

hu-llo.

TGT* there's no mb practice. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
trus pngumuman cadangan HARI INI.
nunggunya bikin sakit perut stgh hari =.= nice.
at least ga bikin gw masuk uks kan? HAHAHA oke lebay.
semuanya masuk kok. jadi amaaaaaaan
jgn2 dibikin panik aja lgi sama si suster. ckckck.
jadi tinggal menuju uan, uas, uprak. and then it's done.
anything to post? maybe later.
*Thank God Tomorrow

kiss&hugs


jou.

blah.

Even though I’m young, the pain is the same
Just because I don’t know the world very well
Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That’s why I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I’ll hold onto you until the end
So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

If you’re really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn’t a joke, then I

Can’t let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can’t do that, I can’t

I can’t let you go, even if I die
I really can’t let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can’t let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn’t be able to live anyway
I can’t let you go, even if I die

.2AM

100th post!

HELLOOOOO.

sry for the super-long post. miss me? *nooooo* damn.
so for the school thingie, UBER NOT GOOD.
i realleh hate school this time.
a whole week full of exams ALSO asignments. tsk.
and for the try outs, it went well :] at least...
about my birthday.. it's perfect. not too perfect but i still love that moments.
yes yes yes cupcakes.

seriously, i hv no idea what to post now. it's like *blank* in moi mind.


kiss&hugs


jou.