babblers

lorsque vous avez parlé comme ça, ça me fait mal au cœur

:(

vanilla twilight :]

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

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babblers

meanings of LOVE?



THERE'S TOO MANY ANSWERS. TRY IT FOR YOURSELF :)


(photo by : jojo. at : jordy's room for the exact, his blanket)

kiss&hugs



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love,

J

love.love.love

hey boy,

don't ask why your heart is gone away

because i stole it from you.

love,

J.

love.love.love

feels like i'm going to fly because of happiness

feels like i'm going to die because it's so unexpected

feels like i'll smile until i die because i felt that i'm the luckiest girl in the world

thats when i say

YES :)

babblers

I remember what you wore on our first date

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing



'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one



I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, believing



And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one



I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey



Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one


.boyslikegirls ft taylorswift - two is better than one

when it's all about love

I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart.

- Alice Walker

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

-Helen Keller

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

- Lao Tzu

babblers.

love is a mystery
and i need to solve it.

heartbeats.

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left

is still beating. and it’s beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget

no matter how many new people i meet

why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around

i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to stop.

no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself

it’s no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things

i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling

i’m holding on to you and can’t let go.

it still feels like you’re next to me.

i can’t believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can’t open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty

there’s no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back

why isn’t my heart listening?

t still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live

i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die

listen to my heartbeat it’s beating for you

listen to my heartbeat it’s waiting for you

don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this.

.2pm

my heaven

It’s the truth if I say you are my eternal lover
everything in the past is like never let go
never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
that’s forever love

That “you would be with me tomorrow”, it’s gone
Even though we had great times together, why have you gone
Love has always failed to grab my hands
Only you somehow are a little different
I always felt this was fate
From now on
you’re the only one in my life

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

happiness…sadness…tears…

sky…stars…and my heaven

Only you are missing
But the world is so colorless
The depth of the damage is immeasurable
Those lips of that days are still warm
But even if I keep remembering them, I’m at loss of knowing what to do

Oh boy, memories of you are still in my heart
Oh boy, your messages still remain on my body
So that this unable-to-cool-down heat can be stopped
Oh boy, the cold rain is falling

Because of you

Please don’t vanish, don’t vanish
Please stop the time at that summer
I’m still holding those memories, whether it’s autumn, winter, or spring
For eternity, you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Finally the message came
There’s only “I’m sorry”, I really don’t understand at all
Just one more time, come to my side, smiling like those times

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

heartbreaker !

I move by myself. You're my heartbreaker.
I do not kneel anywhere, still useful and haven't died yet
My body was ruined because of you
My dream was lost, my mind is lost
If it is for you i will move my body
I will race to where you are
But you only wave and wave GOODBYE
You said you hate me, what is the reason?
Your confident expression reveals everything and saddens me
But I still like you and ask for another chance
I hate it that you have turned once and I hate your COLD GLARE
you're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
what have I done is wrong
no way no way
I'm leaving you i really am
let's see if you live well
My tragic love is tiring and goes wrong, no way
I ask everyday and you said that i have changed, no more words
Talk only if you know who you're dealing with
I'm now out of control, continuing alone
At that very place, GOODBYE and GOODBYE
You said you hate me, what is the reason?
Your angry voice reveals everything and saddens me
But I still like you and ask for another chance
I dislike it that you have turned once and I dislike your COLD SMILE
you're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
what have I done is wrong
no way no way
I'm leaving you i really am
let's see if you live well
My tragic love is tiring and goes wrong, no way
I'll still be there, at your turned-off phone
I'll still be there, in front of my mailbox
I'll still be there, even if we're not close anymore
I'LL STILL BE THERE
The words, "Let's be together forever"
It is only for a sweet moment
Why aren't you affected?
I'm in so much pain
you're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
what have I done wrong?
you're my heart heart heart heart heart breaker
no way no way
h.e.a.r.t breaker
no way.

i wish i don't have a heart

If I said I was hurting, I thought it'd really hurt
If I said I was sad, I thought I'd start to cry
just laugh, just laugh, just laugh 
But people keep asking why i'm crying
I cry then laugh then cry again
Why am I like this? 
I live not being able to tell if beer is beer or if it's food
Living through this degree of pain
Absent mindedly on paper, without even knowing I write your name all day long
I don't let go of the pen until the whole page is black
I miss you, and i pick up the phone to call but then i stop

Tears find me again of thinking you

I don't have a heart 
I don't have a heart 
Therefore, I cannot feel any pain
I walk by myself talking to myself everyday 
but still tears always seem to flowing down

oh boy

Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you're my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh you're my Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Boy you're my lollipop
Lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli-pop-pop

Even sweeter than candy on a stick
My heart is like a bursting dynamite
Im the neat man T.O.P
My love bling bling like L E D

He is exactly my style
Twinkling Twinkling star
Do you want something different?
Let me show you if that’s okay

Now come on
The colour is rainbow
I know you're going to fall for me as soon as you feel me
You just can't control

The thing that has got me
Just the secret light you and I know

Lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me
Lolli-Lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly
Lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now boy

ergh? knapa musti dia lagi?

HELP ME PLEASSSEEEE!!

knapa gw suka lagi sama tuh org???

jogja full of memories

jehh
jogja jogja, kapan gw bisa balik ke sana?
apalagi pas live in
BENER2 BERKESAN BANGET.
gw gak nyangka untungnya gak separah yang gw bayangin
desa JETISAN yang bener2 adem-ayem wuih aernya boookkk
DINGIN haha tapi seger.
waktu itu, gw janice, ibon karin, jesslyn tantya kayak perang sengit sama suster dkk
jadi kita ga dibolehin kmana2 tapi gw sama janice disuruh jalan2 takut bosen gitu disuruh lait sawah
jadilah gw sama janice ktauan suster jalan2
kita disuruh balik, pas balik tantya dkk ngejer gw masuk lgsg trus mnyusun strategi biar bisa kabur.
dan kita BERHASIL

walopun kita lewat jalan yang muteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer jauh banget gila
tapi kita sempet ngadem gitu, nyemplungin kaki bentar abis itu ke sawah.
malemnya kita sharing gitu. hehe.

well jogja jogjaaa asik banget sih
apalagi karyawisata yang sempet berabe gitu. hmmh
waktu sekamar sama vale jong and tika
it was soooo much fun
rebutan mandi, salak busuk, nonton saluran tv jawa, pemberantasan kecoa, ngliatin betadine yang baru yg dipotek itu saking lucunya hehe.
pemberantasan kecoa itulah yang paling GILA menurut gw. hahahaha.
jadi ada kecoa gitu di tasnya vale, kecoa kecil tapi bikin GEMPA DI KAMAR
tadinya gw ngusulin manggil org yang ada di luar, terus berubah menjadi BERBURU KECOA PAKE SELOP KAMAR HUAHAHA.
trus mulai gebuk2an yang mukul tika/jong gitu vale udh histeris sgala macem hehehe.
gw juga sih
udh gitu gw tidur di atas yg laen di bawah.
jadilah gw yg ngangkat morning call. hehehe.
udh gitu ke malioboro yg bikin kaki sakit2 smua.

lalu pulang ke jakarta. pake kereta lagi
dan sebelumnyaa..
gw dikejutkan oleh KA SISCA. oke deh.
CIEEEHH ITB!! WUUUU!! TRAKTIR YEEE!! HAHAHAHAHA!
gaklah bcanda kak :P
dan gw sempet teriak kayak org gila saking kagetnya. okedeh
dan rekornya gw tidur jam 9 yang seharusnya tidur jam 10. saking capeknya
dan sempet terjadi 'kontak-batin' kata ka jen antara gw dengan sorg tour guide hehe,
jadilah gw ngomong bgini

gw : hahaa gak mungkinlah dia lewaatt
tman : hahahaha yah siapa tau gitu
gw : yah moga2 lewat bneran deh

syuung lewatlah seorg tour guide yang sedang dibicarakan

gw : err...
tman : WOW KEREN AYO COBA LAGI
gw : ermm kayaknya gak mungkin balik ke gerbong kita deh
tman : yah kok gituuu
gw : GW NGERI!
tman : tuh.

syuung lewat lagi

GILA
HAHAA
tapi selama gw di jogja
ITU SANGAT SANGAT DAN SANGAAAT ASIK

oke deh semua yang gak kebagian oleh2 maap yaaa. ntar gw traktir di pancious deh.

ohyeah sempet2nya gw dmen sama tour guide itu. SIAL. haha.

forget it.

aduh susah yang kalo tentang bgini bgitu syalala.
aduh gimana yah pokoknya gak enak deh
hahaha
susaaaaaaaaaah banget rasanya.
karena itu gw mau MELUPAKAN SEGALANYA TTG LO!

1. semua yg kita omongin
2. semua topik yg bener2 out of topic banget wktu kita chatting
3. pertama kali sms
4. pertama kali ktemu
5. pertama kali ngomong
6. pertama kali gw ngerasa ada yg aneh sama gw
7. kalo ternyata gw suka sama lo
8. kalo gw lama kelamaan cinta sama lo
9. di saat bener2 gak sms satupun
10. kalo tiap mau tidur mikirin lo terus
11. kalo mimpi ada lo terus
12. kalo liat no hp lu jadi mau sms
13. nama nick msn lu yg sama dgn lagunya chris brown kesukaan gw
14. di saat gw mau gw mau sms lo. tapi lo gak bales2.
15. saat gw chatting sama lo tapi lo sibuk
16. dimana gw nulis notes di iPod gw ttg lo
17. saat gw curhat2 sama tmen terbaeeeeeek gw sjagat raya ini
18. dimana gw mencoba braniin diri gue buat sms lo
19. saat gw chat sama lo, tapi gak ada topik sama sekali
20. di saat gw gak tidur gara2 kepikiran elo
21. di saat gw cemas sama lo takutnya lo knapa2.
22. di saat gw seneng ada tmn ngobrol yaitu lo.
23. di saat gw merasa dilupakan oleh lo saat gw ulangtaon
24. saat gw merasakan panas-sakit kepala-dada gw sakit serasa mau ditusuk pake piso
25. di saat gw bingung mencari jawaban bahwa ternyata gw suka sama lo
26. di saat gw mau trauma gw balik
27. saat gw kebingungan lagi untuk nyari jawaban yg bener2 tepat
28. di saat gw hampir nyesel untuk mnyukai lo
29. di saat gw mau nangis tapi gw gak akan nangis

dan yang terakhir

30. DI SAAT SEMUA SENANG KARENA LO DAN DIMANA GW SEDIH SEKARANG. DAN SEMUANYA TENTANG LO. gw mau melupakan itu semua.

emang bgini dah rasanya kalo 'PATAH HATI'
apasih rasanya?
campur aduk
aneh, bingung, nyesel, mau nangis, pengen bunuh diri, merasa dunia ini nggak adil, merasa ada yg kurang, kpala pening, dada sakit, keringet dingin, mogok makan, mogok belajar(wah ini nggak boleh, AH GW MAH NGGAK MOGOK BELAJAR.)
inti dari semua ini.

SAKIT RASANYA

gak bisa dijelasin
okeh gw emosi
yah nggak apa2 yah emosi gw KELUARIN SEMUANYA
MAAF YAH TEMEN2

somebody cacimaki gw dong
tolong nasehatin gw dong
tolong bantuin gw dong bikin perspektif (loh?)
tolong bantuin untuk bikin gw tersenyum lagi seperti hari2 biasa
tolong DONG

TOLONGIN GUE,
gw mau bunuh diri rasanya.